ID Theft

I have no family no money and soon no place to stay. Where should I start?

I refuse to become religious because that's what got me into this mess to start with. If you tell me to pray or ask God this or that I will just ignore your answer. With that out of the way. I find myself at the end of my rope. I have nothing but a bunch of junk that I can't get hardly any money for. I have no future and nothing but a painful past that seems to follow me anywhere I go. i can't drive due to a problem with identity theft, also two kids smashed up my car and motorcycle while I had canceled my insurance to try to save money and sort out my problem. I wish I could join the air force like I wanted to when I finished high school. They wouldn't let me because of a health issue. I do own a 12 gauge shot gun. I'm thinking if a solution doesn't come fast enough that I will use it to end my life. Since no one else has ever thought about me before maybe my last act on this earth will be of me doing something for myself.

Public Comments

1. Proverbs 15:29 The LORD is far from the wicked, But He hears the prayer of the righteous. try the welfare office.
2. Sounds like you've already made up your mind, so any suggestions we give will be dismissed. I hope I'm wrong. You're not the first person in this situation and you won't be the last. There's help out there, you just have to do the work. Gov't assistance, unemployment, social security, what's that day labor place? How about college? Do you qualify for tuition assistance? You must be intelligent if the A.F. would have taken you but for your health. I hope you find the help you need.
3. Oh, please, no, do not think that way. I understand things are tough, I have been there, more than once, and all I can do is look up, yes, you are at the bottom, rock bottom, and there is no where else to go but up! Things will begin to turn around and blossom for you, and soon, believe that. Although I can not be there with you to help, I do pray that you will not take an action that can not be reversed. Or, worse yet, just hurt yourself (been there, done that, not the brightest thing). Please, have faith, there is hope and all will be well! Many blessings on you!
4. MOTIVAITON is what you need man... life is beautiful... you're still privilege... u have your car, your mind and ur shotgun.... think of others in poor countries starving to death... those people who scavenge for food in garbage...
5. James I do not know what state you live in but most have programs for people just like you. They will help you find lodging and a job and get you started. Life is too precious to waste yours especially. What is past we can't change but tomorrow is waiting and the first day of the rest of your life, I know also you may want to seek help of a doctor who can give you an antidepressant and you would feel much better. Ask around in your area for the welfare dept and go and talk to them they can give you real help. I wish you well and I know you didnt want to hear anyone mention God but I hope God will bless you and give you the help you need. Take care. You do not have to pray I will pray for you.
6. That is terrible. No matter what, DON'T SUICIDE! Whether you are religious or no matter what, suicide is probably worse than ending up in jail forever. You will regret it. I would consider finding a job. Then if you get a job (even if its minimum wage) try to make some friends. It is important to have people in your life. Also, mabe sell the gun. It will get you some money (like 1000$ at least) and try to buy little to no luxuries to begin with. Then when you have money, you can start. I know it is tough, but try to pull through!
7. James, it is really sad that your situation is like this but we only feel pity right now and can do nothing to help you but we can think good for you. may be you can search a job or atleast be a voluntier so that atleast you will get a remedy for the time being and ya, being voluntier is a thing you are going to do work for others to make other's work done or happy so, do you think you can be happy doing these sort of things for quite sometime and see how other people lives and are still happy..... the other thing is I think in quite some previous questions, I think, you mentioned that you loved your dad and it seems quite smart and good thing of your dad that he thought good for you ....... it is the time that God took him little sooner, but, it happens to all sooner or later; so, what would your father think and how would he feel if he knows what you have been thinking like these ..... and yes, for sure, for me, I know that your dad is looking from heaven that how strong are you and this is your time either to make him feel proud or to weep.